Why do I feel so lost and empty

Why does my eyes water without a reason

Why has my smile and laughter faded away

Why has sunshine gone and brought rain and sadness back again

Each day I wake up with the hope that all will be fine

I try to convince myself that I will be strong and brave

I try to be positive and feed good thought in my mind

But alas where do I fail, fall and weaken

Questions keep coming up to keep me awake at night

I long for sleep but feel scared to close my eyes

Darkness fills my life at every turn, tossing and turning my life

I try to seek the light but all I see is a deep dark well of loneliness and sadness

Where are those happy, carefree days full of laughter and sunshine?

Days when I has a spring in my steps, warmth in my heart and song on my lips…

When and where did I lose myself on the road of life which was once full of love and joy but today is a dark , long, lonely road which I travel all my myself

Will those carefree happy days ever come back I wonder

Could someone please tell me that all will be right and that you are just having a bad dream?

When, when, when will I be alive again someone please tell me